FEELINGS SUCK AND WHY DO I HAVE THEM?!

When it comes to matters of the heart, I've tried to keep mine protected. I like you have had my heart broken from different things in life (deaths, favorite band breaking up, not getting into the school of my choice)...just to name a few! 

Sometimes I wish I could turn my feelings on and off to protect myself from heartache. But then I have to remember that I'm an emotional being!! I want to say to my feelings FUCK YOU FEELINGS AND THE WAY YOU GOT ME FEELING SOMETIMES!!

Quick Tip: If you are waiting for someone you kinda like to reply, and it seems like forever, TURN THE DAMN PHONE OFF AND OCCUPY YOUR TIME WITH SOMETHING ELSE! 

When I first start liking someone, I have to remind myself to not get TOO EXCITED!! Damn feelings again...

I'll update this later!!!